++~Desert Coffin~++

Animagic is over~
My cosplay was awesome~ hahahaha
well look for yourself~ me as Haku from Naruto

Thanx for helping me Mum, Venno, Sef!

( Sexy Haku - Click here )

ok ok....for those who are really curious about my Holiday...

First of all, I had the most exiting experiences in my life.
That was exactly the way I imagined to mature at the age of 21. LOL

Well to start from the beginning.
I arrived at Changi airport with my aunt, who stayed in Germany for 3 months. What a stressing experience. You can't leave that lady alone for 5 minutes. She always runs off and at the end she was pissed because I did not allow her to buy so much at the duty free. Out of the airport it must have been 5 PM. already but I was not tired at all.
After we had a nice dinner at home I started to get ready for my first nightlife experience outside of Germany....all alone...
Deciding not to cross dress was not such a great Idea.
the first thing that happened to me that evening in the 'Zouk' was a indian Navy guy who tried to hook me up.
"Oooooh beautiful lady~~~ lets have a coffee at my hotel room"
Haha, yeah right....
I totaly got drunk after that chit chat and just relaxed at the Bar of the 'Velvet Underground'. I don't know how much time went by when a french guy came up to me for a drinking game. Holy Christ....dat Game was creepy. Actually I always lost and after a while, playing that game did not kae any more sense....hahaha! That was the night when I met Julien, Adam, Paul and Julie. Unfortuatly I never met any one again except Adam.
He was my guide trough Singapore, more to come later! haha.



( For Pictures of the Zouk - click here )

Actully I thought that I have seen a lot that night, since we all went to the marriots hotel at 5 AM to visit the 'Living Room'. A trendy bar/club in the hotel, which is opened till 6 AM. But........hahaha....I was so stupid, thinking back.

The next days I went to Johor Bahru, to chill a while. Since I drank that much on the first evening I could not get around a jetlag.
For those who dont know about that, well we have a house over there.
It was nice, just to relax but you guys know me. One night like that was not enough! So I met up with Adam on tuesday and actually we only planned to go for a midnight snack but it ended totaly different.
Okay, I felched him at his place and he took me to 'Clark Quay'. Thats some kind of amusement area in Singapore. I remembered that when I was a kid I found the name kinda strange.
After having some Taccos and cocktails there (me totaly drunk again), he asked me if I knew 'Orchard tower'. I sayd no.
hehehe.......so that was the next place to go~
Orchard tower is the famous insider hint in singapore. four floors of whores....get it? XD
Indeed I have seen many prostitutes, ladyboys and so on, but hey...the music was good haha.
First stop was a bar called 'Ipanema'. Basicly its a place to go for foreign guys who want to hook up asian girls. Interesting place! Geez....I always thought that those things just can't be in Singapore....
Inside, I really felt like being in Bangkok, hahaha!
Next floor: wonderfull , gorgeous ladyboys.....no more to say.
We ended up in a bar called 'Naked Girl'. Also, enuff said. But when I entered I did not see any naked girls but a Band from Manila which played heavy metal....okay thats about it. Didn't remember much after that~


It was a pity that Adam didn't have the time for hanging around with me and show me more places so I needed to get out alone. I visited every bar and club I had on my notepad and 2 days later I found myself, bored, depressed and drunk in the Livingroom again. Next to me was a girl, whom I started chatting with. Her Name was Christina and she was a hungarian model. She was there with her friends Lenny and Sid. We had much fun together that day. The four of us (of course, totaly drunk) went to Sids place to drink some more and guess what.......he was Adams Neighbour. Shit, Singapore is a small place....
Well, spending the time drinking beer, listen to Sids House music and talking bout spiritual stuff, I left the place during noon.
the weardest experience I made there was to watch Zoolander with a model!

Time went by and it was weekend....guess what I went drinking again.
Back in the Zouk (which turned out to be my second home XD) I was hanging around, bored....drinking my Heineken....until something happened that changed me a lot......

Next on 'Hisashi goes wild in Singapore':

- Japanese are nasty, rude and drunk
- Japanese are all ninjas!
- Where is Adam?
- Gin Tonic? I am addicted.
- Expensive Cigarettes
- BMX, my new obsession
- Howdy Lady........boy

Stay tuned XD

Yeah uhmmmm..........back from Singapore for a month already but to lazy to write a blog~ haha

well, it was......awesome~ enuff said, haha.
I will definetly go back *_*

I'll be in Singapore from the 19th of Mai till the 17th of June!!!
Stay tuned for my report.

Whoever wants postcards and stuff , plz leave comment. I'll check the web over there once a week at least.

*giggle*
I luv my new Phone~ it's just right for posers like me XD


( Sexy cellphone - Click here )

Recently I was listening to the Song 'Hazard' from Richard Marx and at first I just thought...hey....nice love ballade, but after listening for a while I realized that the girl he sings bout (Mary) died. I looked up the lyrics and found myself confused..? Who killed Mary in this Song?!
I have a few theorys, but I let u guys guess first....

( What happened to Mary? )

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klich on the link and get ur character up to lvl 5
its really fun, and its a free browser game in german.
thank you xD

amazing........ ö_Ö this transgenders surely are sexy....
they look like models ;_;

hey princess

HOT HOT HOT! *_*

When I watched the Video I thought about how many woman are jeleaus and how many men would fall into the trap of the ladyboys xD

Here is my hot Belial Artwork! Enjoy ^_~
(For those who don't know: Its a RPG character I made up)


( Sexy Bitch - Click here )

=_= 3 Days after the Hanami Convention in Ludwigshafen/Germany and I still feel like shit. Can't get enough sleep X_x


INSOOOOOOOOOOOOOMNIA!!!!!!!!!

But hey, I had a nice time ^_^

I know, I know....I didn't update recently but I am still a little bit sad bout Indy....not much to say.

But I try to listen to your advices and cheer up a little~

Happy easter, Indy-love X3~

One day has past and I really miss my little Indy-Bunny....I still can't believe that he is gone forever.
Yesterday I was at the pet clinic with Patrick and that was the last time I saw Indy....well his corpse.
It was like my heart just wanted to cry out and I think I will never forget this painful sweet face of him when he lay there peacefully. I love him so much.
When I asked the doctor if she could cut some fur for me, I could not hold back the tears. Damn....I will never touch his warm ears again, I will never be able to cuddle him, feed him or just kiss his forehead.
After we left, I was not able to talk...my mind was blank and I felt terribly. My feet wanted to go back and take him with me back home but i knew that if I would do so, it would be unbearable.
We went to Patrick's Place and drank some liquor to get rid of the pain but it was impossible for both of us. I can't stop thinking of the first impressions I had when I bought him in the pet shop when he was only 3 weeks old. A weak little baby bunny....sitting in the corner of the Cage and no one cared bout him. I can still feel his little heartbeat when I held him up in just one Hand, or the first few weeks when he slept on my bed, because he was afraid to be alone.
And now a new image has been burned in my mind.....a dead 3 and a half year old Bunny. I wanted to touch him, one last time.... but it was to cruel. I couldn't....I really couldn't do it.

When I am writing this down.....my tears can't stop....
I try not to think to much about it, but it is impossible. It's like a dark cloud I carry around with me and when I saw the sky yesterday: Heaven was crying too.....

+++++++++ RIP INDY +++++++++

~2002-2006~

Heute Nacht um 0:24 war sein Leiden zuende.

Indy, wir lieben dich über alles und hoffen aus ganzem Herzen das du Glück findest, wo immer du auch bist. Wir werden dich nie vergessen und du wirst auf ewig einen ganz besonderen Platz in unserem Herzen haben. Auf das wir uns in einer der nächsten Welten wiedersehen.

( This morning at 12:24 AM, his suffering came to an end.

Indy, we love you more than anyone and hope from the bottom of our heart that you find happiness ,where ever you are. We will never forget you and you will eternally have a special place in our heart. Hope to see you again in one of our next lives.)

Love you forever.

+++ Pii & Nyuff +++

ZOMG!

It's weekend and I sit at home, doing geeky things and listen to 80's music ~ woooooho~~
Somehow I feel like dancing but I have about 2€ in my purse, that means no Stargate Gay Club for me today.
The time I was taking a nap, Basti called me twice but I noticed it only after I heard my mailbox later.
He wants to go out with me one last time before he moves to Berlin.....somehow sad, cause he is one of my closest dudes...but this is life. I will call him tomorrow and ask him out next week I think.

But somehow I am happy today. Dunno why but I feel kinda good...maybe there is something weard in the apples I ate today, hehehe XD

Just now I had a 3 hours talk with sef on the Phone, talking bout Cosplay and all those geek bullshit. Probably we will start doing our costumes after the Hanami Convention in April. I really have to get things started when I want my Gaara and my Haku cosplay done till Animagic. Sure I still have 3 months but remember? I will be in Singapore and Japan for 4 weeks...not much time left for sewing and stuff.

Wiuuuuuu I still feel like dancing~~
What shall I dooooooo~~~~+++
I wanna hug somebody and dance outside, theheheehehehe *0*

I'll NEEEEEEEEEEEEVER BEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE MARIA MAGDALEEEEENA - YOU'RE A CREATURE OF THE NIGHT~~~~~LALALALALALALALALALALALA (X_x;;;)

I should stop reading Bondage Mangas....

Wiuuuuu~~~ 30 min ago I was doing my pre-Haku styling for the animagic. Wig, Make up, without costume. I think itz gonna work XD *satisfied*




( Me as haku (Cosplay Preview )

Ich:
ja was ist das nur mit meinem po XD ich seh ihn ja net

Shen:
wie kann man mich nur so missverstehen?

dein po: ( . ) = sexy

Ich:
und face? TT

po freut sich aba xD
:
ich glaub ich nehm arschbild als steckibild löl............so aussagekräftig XDDDDDDDDDD

Shen:
face halt... männlich XD

dann zieh sexier unterwäsche an... bärchen tanga für nen jungen mann...? ich weiss nicht.... XD

Ich:
ayoooo >3<;;;


das sind pudel.,....PUDEL....frazösische comicpudel du banause TT

This day sucks completely....

First of all my stomach aced because of the grilled chicken I had for noon. I dunno what's going on with the german fast food stores but I surely know one thing : I will never ever touch that Chicken from "Werne Grill" again. You guys all know how grilled Chicken has to taste? Well this one was the complete opposite.....no questions.

Work was same as ever......call me an asshole but seeing disabled crazy people twice a day (for 3 years) makes you hate those guys....I mean, I started this job and somehow felt sorry for those but meanwhile I just wish that a comet crashes their working place =_=;;;; How would you feel when you get hit, spitted every fuckin day? When some dude runs over you, bangs your knee and laughs his ass off? I tell you - I am doing this for survival....not for fun.

At last.....well......my best dude...I dunno what I shall do. He gets so depressed these days~ No future stuff and so on. And when I try to cheer him up, it gets even worse....maybe I should do a "best friend-workshop". I must do something completely wrong....

Thx Ying, for this cute little Mitsui~~~ X3~

Thx Shen for the Eye toy Cam ~~~~ X3~

Howdy~

First of all : Weekends are always to short....
I was at Shen's place from saturday afternoon till Sunday 11 Pm. When I arrived there after traveling trough a snowstorm we spend the day with eating Ramen and playing Soul Calibur 3 again XD I luv that Game and one day I will kick that fuckin 'Strife' in his medival ass ;D

Ah by the way:

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Well, as I said: Weekend was far to short. I have to work again in 4 hours and to think bout it almost kills me. My Dad is back from his Weekend trip and starts to get on my nerves again. Geez....

I think I'll play some more Soul Calibur later~ so boring at home....

Oh yes. I am broke. =_=;;

PS: The most stupid thing I have seen the last days~

Beware of stupid ebay stuff...!

Good morning everyone~~

Geez...I somehow overslept today and I still need to go to the Asian Shop in town to get some Ginger and Instand soups. Damn store closes at 4 PM.
So this entry will be short cuz I still need to take a bath and clean the apartment.
My Dad is coming back home and when he notices that I stored all the dirty dishes in my room he'll be furious again xD

So today I will go over to Patrick again~ for those who dont know: My ex-boy and best friend. We visit each other quite often though I need over one hour to get there~
ah , never mind - Itz weekend xD



By the Way, I should start to do my cosplays for animagic.
Not much time left since I am on vacation in mai for 4 weeks.
Yayyy Singapore and Tokyo, I'm cumming ;D
Next week I'll buy some cloth for Gaara and Haku cosplay.

Oh well....it took me hours, reading tutorials since I didn't have a clue how to do this damn background......looks nice now, I guess...

Actually I am almost done but there are still a few things that need to be fixed.

Yawn. I will get some Dinner now.